Saturday, May 27, 2017

A Clean Slate

Today I decided to erase all of my previous blog posts and start from the ground up. The reality of it all is, that I really don't know where I am going with this blog. I mean, I keep changing ideas on a daily basis, which is not good. I really have to stick to what I want, not what I think others will want or like. I guess, that since I have been a people pleaser from a very young age, I grew up accustomed to it, which is not a good thing. So I decided to make some changes. To be honest with you, I really got into blogging, in order to meet people similar to me, you know, people who suffer from Bipolar II disorder, OCD and have a drinking problem. In other words, people that are real, not fake.

Right now I am reading "How to fail at almost everything and still win big: Kind of the story of my life" a book by the famous cartoonist and author Scott Adams, the creator of Dilbert the world famous comic strip. This is actually the second book that I have read in the last month. I guess I caught the reading bug after twenty some odd years, without picking up a book, except for instruction manuals, which some people might actually consider to be books, rather than what the name implies. From now on, I will blog about what's going on in my life and how I feel, rather than posting about subjects like politics and religions. I'm just going to blog about my personal experiences and struggles with raising a family, being a dog owner, social anxiety disordergeneralized anxiety disorderdepressionAmbienBuspironeGeodonProzac, weekend binge drinkingbipolar II disorderpure obsessional OCD, crazy meds, being a House music bedroom DJ, living and working in New York City and everything in-between.

In other words, I am just going to be me.

With that said! I am Audi 5000 y'all!